Tomorrow I race.
Its been a long time coming and now that time is here. Tomorrow morning at 7am PST, I will turn the pedals on my bike and start an adventure of over 500 miles.
The Furnace Creek 508 Invitational is an ultracycling event like no other. Each year cyclists gather in southern California to start this inimitable race. The course winds its way through some of the most adverse conditions and terrain found on this contintent. Sandstorms, heat, hills, wind - the race has something for everyone.
Many riders don’t complete the journey, many do.
I’m here to race. I will do my best, but above all else, I will have an adventure. I will finish the race safely and I will have a lot of fun with my crew and competitors along the way.
It won’t be easy, but there’s nothing I can do now that will make it easier. I haven’t checked the forecast yet - I am sure it will be hot and windy. Some of those winds will be helpful and some will not. At night, the temperature will drop and it will be cool, or maybe even cold. I can’t change these things any more than I can smooth out the hills.
What is important now is that I focus on riding well, competing well and take everything that I’ve learned in my training and apply it to what comes next.
I will expose myself and I will experience it, and for having tried, I will be a better person, regardless of how I finish.
This race doesn’t use numbers to identify its riders, it uses animal totems. Traditionally, a totem is an entity that watches over an individual or group. I picked mine to represent a small bit of family history. My mom’s family all adopted CB handles that they used to communicate with one another at their lake in northern Ontario. Each had a different handle using the Wolf theme. Last summer, my grandpa Collier passed away while I was riding across Canada, and although I didn’t get a chance to tell him, I made the entire trip with a photo of him in my back pocket. He was ill, and I was thinking of him the whole way, even before he passed. I’ve carried that same photo on most of my long rides since.
When I was thinking of which totem to pick, I wanted to include him in there some way - he has been with me for all of these rides, and I could really use his help on this one. Claiming the Gray Wolf as my totem seemed like the obvious choice.
I also try to dedicate each of my rides to someone special. My record breaking ride across Ontario was dedicated to relatives and friends that were, and continue, to fight cancer. Similarly, with this ride, I am doing the same. I’ve spoken with these people, they know who they are, and although I won’t be naming them here, I would request that you include them in your prayers over the next few days. I will be thinking of them as well, and they could all benefit from our collective positive energy.
There’s nothing left for me to do now, but shower, sleep and get on my bike. Thank you to all of you for your support, assistance and motivation during my preparation for this race.
My special love and thanks to Amanda for having the patience to let me do this.